quererlo---amarlo---odiarlo (((pablo javier pineda)))

Me, a 17 year old , I went to study at an institute Career Management . The first cycle was 100 % stuck in my studies and started the second cycle began championships between specialties , everything was very nice , I participated playing volleyball for the field of Accounting and championships. The day of the awards ceremony came a guy with a group of friends , I was very surprised because in full ceremony were making jokes and laughed a lot ... and what happened they were something tomaditos , I think the alcohol will be passed from the hands .

Ending the ceremony I was standing in the store within the institute and suddenly one of them (whom I call GN ) I started talking and he asked me my phone number , I gave it very Panfilo .

Days passed , he developed by being in cycles went on vacation while I was still studying . One day, called home and asked to talk to me , ask who he was and he did not remember , did not have it in mind, and confirmed , we talked, I remembered GN , and good again asked me to meet my house to visit me, I left a two-year relationship and wanted to make friends and I accepted , were for 7:00 pm .. how will life again I forgot that GN would go to my house, it was 8:00 and I got the call telling I was standing outside waiting for me , I was very surprised and since then every day at the same hour was there.

A month passed and just one July 28 at night I proposed to try something nice, and his way of being accepted , we became lovers, that more could I ask if we study together, GN picked me up at home, we would study together and we were returning together, then he went home and we were half a year , we finished the first year of study , all very nice , he already came to my house , my family knew him , he was happy , but gradually that happiness is was finishing ..

We love the year , completed a year of study and entered the new kids on the first cycle, as were all cachimbo party, these parties ...... GN and I went together to be with friends in common, (but there began my pain head ) , he danced all night ... the party ended , the next day I started to find out that GN had been with a girl in the bathroom , everyone that told me , but GN denied it , from there I became blind , not wanted to know anything or do if my friends were telling me what was in my nostrils .

Little by little I was finding everything he did, he was with a girl here who was at a party with another over here , her ex came to visit , I was told many infidelities but never wanted to accept it, had everything to leave and start a life away from him, but there was something that tied me to him.

That was six long years , I felt that I loved him , and that he would change, in that time I showed his true mask, was an aggressive person when it is it taken , wanted him to do everything he said and you are who you are, or wherever you are, without regard to the people around him did not know how GnuPG end this .

After so many ugly things a glimmer of hope came into our lives . She was pregnant . It was the happiest news in the world , GN was the most loving father , dedicated to me , my attentions to my care , but like all the time everything was cute cousins ​​months , just say for the Baby Shower I learned a of his many infidelities , I complained and what I did was hit me , hence I apologized and did not know who it was ... it was very hard ...

It arrived the day of delivery , and guess what ....... GN was never there , he learned that it was Dad Through Mobile , because my sister called the next day arrived at the hospital smelling of hard liquor , a stripe, a drop ....

My child was born and the month old decided to end it all, you know why , because GV decided to live his new life , he decided to leave his wife and child by a woman who likes the same as him , the parties, the drink , the fun without limits or responsibilities.

It hurt a lot , but I had to be strong and learn that he already had a new relationship since I was five months pregnant ... Yes , believe it or not , I care very little all I lived next to her, but it was so.

a veces creemos cosas que no son (((leonardo sebastian)))

It all started two years ago. I met a guy with a girlfriend , really do not think I know him and I met him because there was a problem in some papers with a friend of ours , spent about 20 minutes together , he hardly spoke but everyone kept going, did not ask us number or no social network.

Earlier this year I went to a German school and everything was normal, I met some wonderful people who are now my friends. One day I went out of my classes with a friend and in that I saw a very handsome boy . I immediately told my friend to look at him , she and I have different tastes but said he was looking, and saw that he was looking for where we, we were but I did nothing, I said goodbye to my friend and I had to go in front of where he was and I kept walking when I hear someone talking next to me , turned to look and he was the guy that sat was talking about. At that time inside could not even believe I walked all the way .

The truth was excited because it is normal but the guys you see who come to speak is very different (almost do not) . I got home and I was very happy, I called the friend who was two years ago and she and I are very close, I honestly do not believe in " best friends " but I believe a lot in the "good friends" and she is an amazing friend.

Days went well , they spent talking on whatsapp, in general I 'm a pretty sharp, cool girl, and I do not show much affection for my people . He and I looked at the university that is where I get my German classes and he was in English. What I liked about him was that boys are not the first to tell you nice things , he was not.

We spent two months without kissing or whatever. Everything was fine not accept the truth but was excited , because I do not like things easy. Went for Easter holidays and we were still talking every day, not every hour but when we could , that was what I liked , I was excited . Before leaving Easter holidays kissed him , gave him first hand.

One day as I was desperate because I did not say anything, not even something that would give evidence that he wanted something with me, but I spoke every day. One day I was drunk and talked for whatsapp and told all the truth and said that "before I care, not now " and literally blamed me for being so cold . Amazing is not it ? I could not believe it , did not know what to believe , if I was the dreamer and I did not realize . When I said those words not could not believe I had been hurt in so cruel a way that was said, it was not nice to hear , since that day no longer speaks to me and I had many things kept him inside me were eating , not I could not sleep , really, not much, because he made me feel guilty and spent days thinking that, until I realized that I had not been at fault and it was not fair for him to say all those things