It all started two years ago. I met a guy with a girlfriend , really do not think I know him and I met him because there was a problem in some papers with a friend of ours , spent about 20 minutes together , he hardly spoke but everyone kept going, did not ask us number or no social network.
Earlier this year I went to a German school and everything was normal, I met some wonderful people who are now my friends. One day I went out of my classes with a friend and in that I saw a very handsome boy . I immediately told my friend to look at him , she and I have different tastes but said he was looking, and saw that he was looking for where we, we were but I did nothing, I said goodbye to my friend and I had to go in front of where he was and I kept walking when I hear someone talking next to me , turned to look and he was the guy that sat was talking about. At that time inside could not even believe I walked all the way .
The truth was excited because it is normal but the guys you see who come to speak is very different (almost do not) . I got home and I was very happy, I called the friend who was two years ago and she and I are very close, I honestly do not believe in " best friends " but I believe a lot in the "good friends" and she is an amazing friend.
Days went well , they spent talking on whatsapp, in general I 'm a pretty sharp, cool girl, and I do not show much affection for my people . He and I looked at the university that is where I get my German classes and he was in English. What I liked about him was that boys are not the first to tell you nice things , he was not.
We spent two months without kissing or whatever. Everything was fine not accept the truth but was excited , because I do not like things easy. Went for Easter holidays and we were still talking every day, not every hour but when we could , that was what I liked , I was excited . Before leaving Easter holidays kissed him , gave him first hand.
One day as I was desperate because I did not say anything, not even something that would give evidence that he wanted something with me, but I spoke every day. One day I was drunk and talked for whatsapp and told all the truth and said that "before I care, not now " and literally blamed me for being so cold . Amazing is not it ? I could not believe it , did not know what to believe , if I was the dreamer and I did not realize . When I said those words not could not believe I had been hurt in so cruel a way that was said, it was not nice to hear , since that day no longer speaks to me and I had many things kept him inside me were eating , not I could not sleep , really, not much, because he made me feel guilty and spent days thinking that, until I realized that I had not been at fault and it was not fair for him to say all those things
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